27 november 2005"Jordan's
we went to Jordan's birthay party! Jordan is my
brothers first born daughter and she is becoming
1 years old on 2 december. Unfortunately my
father could not go because it would be too much.
Jordan was overloaded with gifts and she got a
big big birthdaycake which she ate with her
25 november 2005"memorable
day in history"
Well today was a memorable day in the history of the Dutch Highways! Yesterday evening and tonight it had snowed in the east part of the country. So there had be developed the greatest amount of
traffic- jam ever! At five o'clock this afternoon there were still people waiting in there cars from nine this morning! They were very cold also! We didn't this all untill Jaco went with my mother to Rotterdam to get my father from the hospital. First they went to the Erasmus Hospital to get hist stuff he need to get feed throught is nose. Then it should take 7 minutes to get to the next hospital were they had drawn precisely the spot where my father has to get the radiation on thuesday. But instead of 7 minutes it took almost 2 hours to get there!! Two hours!!! Everything was stuck in the city. Great that was what we needed after five much of bad luck! Fortunately they made it at home safely because there had be a heavy storm with lots of rain all day and it was very scary in the car to drive. They even measured tornadocraft near by. All people who were still on the highway this evening had to sleep in there cars tonight. At half past five next morning all highways were cleared
23 november 2005"excellent
In the meantime Rai
has got her first (highschool) schoolreport.
With excellent marks I must say; I am very proud
of her, she is always very serious about her
homework. These are the marks (the highest you
can get is a 10)::
German : 7,3
Technics : 7,2
22 november 2005"very
didn't put in another stent yesterday because
the tumor is still wounded and bleedding from
time to time. They decided that they will be
doing a radiation on the tumor to heal it a bit
and make it a bit smaller so that a stent won't
be necessary. Friday my father will be going to
the Daniel Den Hoed Clinic in Rotterdam so they
can draw things out securely to make this
happen. Hopefully then he can come home after a
couple of weeks in the hospital. Then on one
december he must go back for a treatment. It
makes me very sad when I think about a probably
dieing to soon. As far as things are at the
moment it can go very fast!
21 november 2005"extremely
At the moment I am
extremely pissed off and very mad!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been complaining from the beginning of my
fathers sickness end of June. First of all they
let my father wait the whole summer before doing
something because the "specialists" (i
am not impressed) have to go on vacation. They
didn't tell it that way but I know so! Whereas
the specialist in our own town said that he must
be helped rightaway. Also this
"specialist" said that this kind of
cancer could be treated easily. Well it doesn't
seem that way! After about 5 chemo's
nothing happened! And friday they told my father,
after thursday's scan, that it has begun also in
his liver! The past 5 months seems like a lot of
hobbyisme to me. In my life I have been argueing
a lot with doctors or specialists; i think they
are all too busy with earning a lot of money!!
They are no Gods and they don't know it all!!
From the beginning they didn't give my father
proper information, even now they are too lazy
to give all the information you want to know!! I
am sick of it!! And then: you all in the US have
much better medication to solve problems and to
our small country it is too much money!! So they
don't use them!
Well today another stent has to put in
and we will hear the further procedure.